Drinking diary day 4

Yesterday was my day 3 allowed drink day, and I had a nice controlled 250ml drink. Actually, it started off as a 125ml drink, which I poured before 6pm and drank, almost medicinally, which felt strange! I got halfway through and then heard husband arriving home so slugged the second half of the glass and … Continue reading Drinking diary day 4

Session #89: Last minute arrangement

This was the night I had a prior engagement set up with husband, who, the night before, aborted. This left me having given up my normal therapy, making space for him, and having said when it happened that I will be really upset if he doesn't follow through on the day. Luckily Guy had been … Continue reading Session #89: Last minute arrangement